Wishes.

I have a headache, and I’m tired, and I’m bored. Its 9:29 p.m. My battery is dying. I’m just sitting here thinking. Listening to some of my favorite bands. Re-visiting in my mind, some bad decisions that I’ve made. Wishing I could change the past. Wishing I had taken a certain job I was offered, Instead of settling for the jobs I could care less for. Wishing I had really fought for a girl that let me go, because I know I could have changed her mind; Eventhough I probably wouldn’t have. I wish that I wasn’t as bitter as I often find myself to be, eventhough I’m pretty sure I’ve earned the right to. I wish I could change traditionalists into relationship seekers. I wish everyone could experince love, like the love my parents have for me, because I know I don’t deserve it. I wish I didn’t fail so much. I wish a girl liked me for me, not for my sexy beard. I wish my friends lived near me. I wish I was home.

One thought on “Wishes.

  1. I’ve been there, brother. Change the things you don’t like. We aren’t meant to suffer. Suffering doesn’t attract people to the Kingdom. (I say this knowing full well that I’ve failed to listen to these very words many times in my life.) I hope things get better for you.

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